Masih belum lepas lagi nampaknya

I’ve tried not to write this,not to feel this but I can't help myself as I don’t have the guts to voice out this feelings directly.I cant figure out of what I am doing.Am I laugh because I really laugh or I laugh just to show you the image of I'M-HAPPY-NOW-I-CAN-LIVE-WITHOUT-YOU,though in real,Im way far from it.I know this is not how it should be and seriously I have to stop to feel this.Tengok sekarang pukul berapa dah Benci ah emo-emo waktu macamni.Dah kurang masa tido tak dapat lah nak mimpi-mimpi kahwin anak raja.