Ulalaa

Im so bloody bored rite now. FYI i have a few assignments that I havent yet start.Gosh.Luckily all i have to do is googled few info and print it out.Hehe.Itu pun malas lagi.And down here ialah hasil jari-jari gemok aku yg gatal nak buat bende remeh temeh ni.


ONE] have you ever been asked out?
-oh yes.

[TWO] where was your default picture taken?
-at my college library.i was supposed to finish the assignment tapi izzati did it alone.aku gedik2 snap pic ni.

[THREE] what's your middle name?
-Umairah

[FOUR] your current relationship status?
-im free and not looking.thank you.

[FIVE] does your crush like you back?
-i dont have one for the time being

[SIX] what is your current mood?
-mood xnak balik college.hols is over.
:(

[SEVEN] what color of shirt are you wearing?
- baju tido printed with loadsss of hearts coloured pink and yellow over it.

[EIGHT] what color socks are u wearing?
-not wearing any now

[NINE] Missing something?
-yes.maybe

[TEN] if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
-i took those bloody bad things happened to me with good.let bygones be bygones.

[ELEVEN] if you must be an animal for a day what would you be?
-a bird?so i can flyyy

[TWELVE] ever had a near death experience?
-yes.a roller coaster ride?boleh ke?

[THIRTEEN] something you do a lot?
-onlining

[FOURTEEN] the song stuck in your head?
-Cant smile without you by barry manilow.dont know this song keep running in my head.

[FIFTEEN] who did you copy and paste this from?
-from a blogger.hehe

[SIXTEEN] name someone with the same birthday as you?
-Ismahaniff Isa.yes kebetulan.

[SEVENTEEN] when was the last time you cried?
-tak ingat.

[EIGHTEEN] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
-oh yes!yes! i did once.

[NINETEEN] if you could have one super power what would it be?
-read ppls mind.kalaulah for real.im reading your mind right now.kih3

[TWENTY] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-their way of studying.cool je.tak macam aku.gelabah semacam.huahua

[TWENTY-ONE] what do you usually order from starbucks?
-I dont usually ordered the same thing.

[TWENTY-TWO] what's your biggest secret?
- i can keep your secret.yes .u can count on me.

[TWENTY-THREE] favorite color?
-i love BRIGHT colours.

[TWENTY-FOUR] do you still watch kiddie shows or tv shows?
-yes2.

[TWENTY-FIVE] what's on your walls?
-loadsss of photos of me and my friends

TWENTY-SIX] what sign are you?
-Virgo

[TWENTY-SEVEN] do you speak any other language?
-I do learn few words in mandarin from my roommate.tapi kejap je ingat.esok bangun tdo,dah lupa.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] what's your favorite smell?
- smell of money.
: )

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life in one word.
-miserable a bit.haha.dah terlebih wordss.suka hati lah.

[THIRTY-ONE] have you ever kissed in the rain?
-belum lagi.

[THIRTY-TWO] what are you thinking about right now?
-buku2 yg tak diusik lagi tu.omgomg.holsss is coming to the end.

[THIRTY-THREE] what should you be doing?
-study.

[THIRTY-FOUR] who was the last person that made you angry?
-my brother

[THIRTY-FIVE] how often do you talk to God?
-Hari hari

[THIRTY-SIX] are you a texting addict?
-used to be one

[THIRTY-SEVEN] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
-Timberlake?gedik tak?

[THIRTY-EIGHT] do you act differently around the person you like?
-maybe.more behaved.but still being me.

[THIRTY-NINE] whats your natural hair color?
-Not so black.

[FORTY] who was the last person to make you cry?
-him.

Public romance

Last night i had dinner with my family.We were celebrating my sister's birthday which was 3 weeks ago actually because Im the only one whose missing on her actual birthday.(in college kot).Abah had meeting at pj,so he dropped us at old town coffee so we could wait for him there.And while we were waiting for him and ordered drinks,there was a couple infront of me.Fine la.I have absolutely no problems with couple getting together.But the problem is when they start to make out.Holding hand is alright with me,but then when it comes to kissing.I mean serious kissing and the boy with his hand running over his girlfriend.Gosh.That was INCREDIBLY ANNOYING.I know you guys are being lovey-dovey with one another,but this is Malaysia man.We should had aware of people's sensitivity.I noticed that there were others giving them dirty looks.Adoii.That couple or anyone should .ingat-ingat lah orang sekeliling.This is not all about us.It was inappropriate especially with kids around .Plus it was a public area.If you really want to make out,go find a room.Im not jealous or envy towards them.yet im not cold hearted loner with no sense of romance.Bukan nak jadi alim.But,this is just a thought of mine and I am reminding myself aswell.Mana tahu this thing would happen to myself pulak later on.Who knows kan?So,saling ingat mengingat lah boleh kan?

Okay.and here some pictures of my family having dinner at Tupai-Tupai.Gambar tak cantik tak bawak camera.

Banyak orang banyak garam eh eh ragam

Oh yeah ini 7 in 1 sebab malas nak update hari-hari.Oh yeah seronoklah begini.

Monday,20 july 2009
Bangun lambat.On9.Teman umi pergi buat facial treatment.Teman je.Teman je.Cis

Tuesday,21 July 2009
Bangun lambat.On9.Tak ingat buat apa dah.

Wednesday,22 July 2009
Oh ini ingat.Bangun lambat.0n9.Tu je.

Thursday,23 July 2009
Bangun lambat.On9.And setelah lama tak drive sebab trauma dengan accident dulu yang aku pergi langgar kerete orang,finally drive la pergi tempat jauh sket.Pergi jemput adek skolah depan rumah.And malam tu mentang2 lah dah boleh drive balik,after hantar budak-budak halus tu pergi tuition,lepak ngan Fared kat mcd.Then pergi rumah Khai and paksa dia teman pergi makan kat stadium.Eh eh makan lagi.

Friday,24 July 2009
Patut pergi rumah cousin aku ,tapi tak jadi.Malam tu Mohsein, my cousin datang rumah.Dia tengah cuti baru seminggu balik dari Bandung.Bakal doktor ini bilang lagi 2 tahun baru habis study.

Saturday,25 July 2009
Mohsein hantar ke ktm.Dalam komuter tu aku nampak seorang aunty ni.Aku rasa aku selalu nampak dia setiap kali aku naik komuter.Dia dengan backpack dia,sneakers tapi umor dia macam dah 50++.Tak tau lah apa dia buat tapi aku macam teruja je nak tau pasal dia.Menyebok tol lah kau jah.Makcik tu tah2 baru balik dari gym ke.Kepoh kau.
Sampai kl cntral jumpa Nazem kat sana.Plan nak cari handbag for her mom and dia mintak aku tolong dia.Okay kitorang pergi la pusing satu Times Square tu cari handbag.Jumpa pon finally.Cantik.And sesuai la for her mum.Tengok lah siapa pilih.Then tetiba dia nak beli baju pulak and aku pon dipaksa jadi image consultant dia.Lepas tu kecoh je dia pakai XS.Tau la zaman aku bersaiz XS dah berlalu.Nyampah-nyampah.Suka kan youuu! Then dah habis semua,he took a train heading to Seremban sebab ada kenduri dekat rumah dia and aku pulak angah (my cousin) jemput kat kl cntral and pergi lepak kat Curve ngan boyfriend kesayangan dia.Cey-cey macam banyak lah pulak kan boy dia.And at the same time Umi and Syaza(sis) ada di sana actually sebab dey all were from IKEA beli few stuff.Ini yang aku hangen ni.Mesti shopping sakan.Pergi senyap2 pulak tuh.Tahu pun rasa macam buat salah.Dah balik baru bagitau aku.Ciss.Xpe you all.xpe.
Malam tu rasa macam makan sedap sangat.Makan maggi goreng.Heah maggi je lah haih kau ni.Dekat stall tepi jalan tu.Tibe-tiba je kitorang berhenti situ.Tapi rasa macam eh2 da lama nye x makan sedap2 camni dekat tempat macam ni.The best megi goreng in town la weh.Makcik tu masak sedap.Makcik,i love you lah.Kau tengah kebulur memang lah sume sodap.

Sunday,26 July 2009
Bangun lambat.Pergi putrajaya rumah cousin.Angah nak amek baju dobi dia.Then jumpe la si ketot Tisya tu and kakak dia,Dina yang baik je.Tak macam adik dia,Tisya.Muka je comel tapi perangai dia yang kadang-kadang je dia baik.Lepastu suke jeling-jeling.Sekali aku balas wat mata juling,lidah jelir-jelir.Tau takot.Tapi sebab Tisya comel layan je lah.Time aku baru sampai rumah dia tibe2 Dina tanya.

Dina: Kak Myra cita2 nak jadi apa?
Aku : Owh..aaaa..emmm.doctor
Dina :Kita nak jadi scientist atau architect.Ayah kite suruh kite jadi doctor tapi kite tak nak.
Aku:Sebenarnya kak Myra pon x nak jadi doctor.
Dina : Kenapa kak myra nak jadi dr?
Aku : Ntah la.(dah dah aku malas nak layan)


Then kitorang bawak budak-budak tak cukup umur ni g mph kat Alamanda sebab Dina nak beli buku sudoku.Semata je kan.I dulu-dulu takde pun camtu.Setakat main buku sifir kat belakang buku latihan kaler coklat tu je tau.


Monday,27 July 2009
Harini lepaking dgn Izzati,Tiara and Sheqa dekat KLCC.Tengok Harry Porter.BOleh lah.Then masa tengah tengok,ada lah sorang perempuan ni gelak2.Mula2 okay fine la.Dia gelak kuat.Tapi tetibe time die gelak2 keluar lak bunyi lain.Tak boleh bla betul.Kitorang 4 orang mmg nak gelak gila2 sebab dia.haha.Kesian kitorang kena tutop mulut tahan gelak sebab takot dat lady terasa.Tak baik woo.
Then makan-makan..penat-penat.Plus migrain lagi yang menyerang secara tiba-tiba.Aku tertido dalam train.Walaupon beberapa kali dah kepala macam nak cecah lutut sebab tido duduk,and walaupon ade a cute boy duduk sebelah.Dah tak peduli dah.Tido lagi masyuk.20 mnutes kot tertido,bangun2 je,tengok ada sorang pakcik ni dah ada duduk depan aku.Yang membuat aku tertarik kat dia ialah, dia pakai nail polish yang berwarna pink.Gosh.Apsal la pakcik ni pakai bende tu.I pon tak pakai kaler pink mcmtu pakcik oii.Sekali lagi kau memang suka menyibuk jaga tepi kain orang.Adoii.But people are getting weird la nowdays.
Hmm tu je lah yg aku buat sepanjang minggu lepas.And this week kena la tengok-tengok,belek-belek buku2 bio,chemy yang tak dibelai-belai lagi tu.Boleh buat bed time stories buku-buku ni.Jom lah tido.
:(

Lazy bum

Okay.It is holiday and I have loads of free time to kill!! But seriously I dont know why im too lazy to update the blog.I have loads of things to jot down here,but have it remain there in my mind.Sebab tidur atas katil sendiri lagi syiokkk you know.

Nervous as hell!

Im having my first two paper tomorrow which are english and chemistry.
And for chemistry, I really work hard on this subject. I pretty like this subject but I cant really get good results from it since last year.Im not good enough maybe but I'll just do my best and give the best shot I've got tomorrow!! Insyaallah!

Hard thinking

Yesterday yes,he was my priorities.I simply think that he's the man to love.He makes me laugh in his own way.He makes me feel those great kind of feeling i never felt before.I love the imperfect things of him.Wish he would love my imperfect too.Too bad, he dont and he turned around to another and finally walk away.Well,go ahead and make your day sayang.Karma will finally comes around.

And now,litle by litle I've learned things and change my priorities.I'll take those bloody bad things happened to me with good.I have to let go this pointless drama and surround my self with people who loves the imperfect me.Jomlah senyum-senyum balik.At least Im trying to be optimist.At least.

I think I've come very close to fcuking it all up

I woke up early today to study for this freaking maths.Im having exam next week which I am absolutely scared of.And the worst part is I hardly done any revision.Ok few je la.Plus pulak with those miserable thing that Im dealing with.Im simply exhausted and I actually cant even study a thing !!huhhh.I can feel the tense here.Thanks to you.I pray that He would give me strength and brush away away the pain.

Kadang-Kadang

Sometimes I think I can handle and get through it.I smile when people talked about him.But then deep inside,I felt tired of being strong.I have no idea on how to really get over it.It is frigging hard to swallow the truth.Ingat senang ke macam makan mentos.Kunyah kunyah telan.
I want to get rid of him hell out of my mind.Im struggling every day,yes every single day my dear,to overcome the heartache but it will never ever work if some part of me still keep him.Oh I hate this.