Nah cara paling EEEASY bila tayar pancit

Dalam kuliah hubungan etnik yang bosan.

Arghh, sakit perut lahhh.

Kenapa?

Perut I masuk angin.I rasa sebab I minum air soya ni *sambil masih terus sedut air soya dalam kotak*

Yeke?Banyak lah u.

Hoi,betul ahhh tak tau ke minum air soya boleh buat masuk angin lah.*Sambil tekan-tekan perut tahan sakit*

Oh yeke??Oooo.Kalau tayar pancit boleh guna air soya lah eh?Oh haa kalau kalau nak tiup belon pon boleh guna air soya lah kan?Oh kalau...oh kalau..

*Menangis kegembiraan kerana harus terima kenyataan kena berhadapan dengan perempuan ni duo puloh ompek jam*

The fear

Rumit,bila kau tahu satu langkah ke depan akan buat kau jatuh cinta dan satu langkah ke belakang akan musnahkan semuanya termasuk persahabatan yang terjalin.Life's hard but don't give up on me.Terima kasih masih bertahan.Salam balik eh eh.

This is it

Kepada umi abah yang tiap-tiap minggu kecil hati sebab dah sebulan tak balik rumah,inilah sebab dia.Kepada adik kesayangan yang tiba-tiba muncul di facebook chat box"oi dah sombong tak nak balik rumah dah ke?" .Hah inilah sebab dia.Kepada sahabat rakan yang selalu ajak berjumpa tapi saya selalu tak dapat join dan bagi alasan wanita korporat/kerepot ni memang sibuk (macam bagus kau) ,hahhh inilah sobab ehh.

Jadi bermula hari jumaat ini hingga ahad ini iaitu 21-23 jan ini,saya dengan hati yang cukup besar cukup lapang nak jemput anda semua datang UKM untuk jumpa saya secara LIVE.Ok serius serius.Hahh datang lah Dataran Panggung Seni,UKM Bangi hujung minggu ni untuk bersama-sama memeriahkan MEfeK '11 ataupun Festival Kajai.Senang cerita,kolej saya yang cool gila babi ni ada buat festival and anda anda dan anda semua harus datang harus datang sebab ada banyak aktiviti and program menarik untuk u olls join.Warga UKM yang tak nak rasa loser duduk dalam bilik sorang-sorang pandang dinding wajib datang.

Kepada siapa yang kecik-kecik dulu masa sekolah selalu main galah panjang sebelum loceng tamat waktu rehat bunyi, lepas tu macam rindu nak main tapi malu tapi tak de geng ataupun sebab sedar diri dah berusia.Hahhh kitorang ada buat program sukan rakyat.Jangan cakap galah panjang,apa lagi kauorang nak?Congkak?Tengteng?Batu seremban?Baling selipar?Baling batu pinggan mangkuk senduk semua ada.

Lepas tu ada teater muzikal.Siapa yang tak pernah seumur hidup tengok teater,moh le dtg usha-usha.Teater muzikal ni pertandingan yang disertai oleh 3 kolej bertemakan "Lagenda Melayu Selusuri Legasi Baru".Pergh,baru sebut tema je dah meremang bulu roma gua.Lepastu kan kan kitew ada artis ,ada ex gf nabil raja lawak irma tu,ada fynn jamal,ada blackdays,ada nuclear strikes,ada battle of the band,ada futsal tournament ,ada main gubah-gubah buah,ada banyaaaaak gerai-gerai jual-jual,ada creative games,ada suara sensasi siapa abang2 kakak2 yang nak test-test suara before pergi audition mentor tu boleh testing sini dulu bang.Lepas tu My TV3 pun nak datang jugak weehoo.Ada can le nak nyelit muka masuk tv.Weehoo.

So what are you guys waiting for?Mark your calender now and make yourself free on this weekend cause you definitely have to come ovahhhhhh and we we we gonna make some nnnnnoiseeee.Jumpa di sana sanaa sanaaaaaa *bergema*

Its unbearable

I don't feel like blogging anymore.I think the eagerness to post something that would make people happy reading it is fading in a blink of eye.If I'm the one who would updates her blog daily, I think the blog would be fulled with post of title like "Today,I'm a loser,tomorrow I'll be a major loser".Or something like "I feel like a failure" or "Kill me,anyone? or "Hello darkness" and bla bla bla.So I think its better to keep it myself and remain them in drafts than writing out all my dark thoughts.I think I'm the one who rather keep the most of my problems in the earth to myself than sharing it with anyone.Even the closest friend was once clueless when someone asked her to tell something about me.Hows that huh?Usually when it comes to describe ourself,the people or friends around us would know us better than ourself.At least what kind of person I am.Am i loud ?An easy going person? or the girl who wore the tightest pants in the world? or maybe I am someone that would rather sit back at the corner and talk to the wall?Nahh.I dont think no one could understand me.Urghh I am getting sick of myself.Its getting worse and worse everyday and when you cant help it,it feels suck.All you can do is just sigh ,sigh and sigh.

I know I need someone to talk.Coping with depression alone is like next to impossible.It can never be solved.But when someone you need the most isn't there or senang cerita buat tak tahu je,calling the ex boyfriend whom you still can't get over with isn't a wise decision either.It do feels better but only for a while because at the end all I did was just messing up everything.

All I want you to do is just listen.Is it too hard?