Holiday mood

I am so tired and cant freakin wait to get away from here for eventho only for like 2 weeks je and I extremely wanna get home!!.I miss home so much and home-cooked meal!! Asyik makan cafe je.I cant wait to meet my friends and spent quality time(cehh)with my best friend Putri as she'll be back to Egypt in very-very soon.Macam banyak benda lagi kitorang tak buat.Jalan-jalan.Layan dvd.Banyak movie ni telah didownload utk kami.Then gossiping, gelak-gelak sampai pagi.Cuti ni 'list to do' aku agak panjang lah jugak.Nak tau ke?Okay.Here we go.Vroom2...

1.Nak tido puas2 for one day.Satu hari je.Tak nak orang kejut2.
2.Nak makan potato pie.Terpaksela Umi buat kan mi?Lagi satu,tibe2 teringin nak mkn asam pedas yang kawww2 punye.adoi.mana nak cari tu.
3.Nak pergi jog every morning (Kahkahkah.Macam agak mustahil je.Yang ni kena kuat semangat sikit,Badan da nak rupe anak badak dah ni.)
4.Go to the cinemas.Papadom anyone?Pu3 aku tau kau dah tgk but u have to watch it again and with me!!
5.I want to buy a guitar.(Oh ini harus ,wajib semualah.Xde makruh2 de.Im straining at the leash to learn guitar.Ini sebenarnya resolution awal tahun dulu nak belajar guitar,tapi mcm tak ada masa.)
6.Nak susun notes2 aku dan cantik dan kemas sebab kalau korang tgk notes2 aku memang memang tak jadi nak tengok lah.
7.Shopping!!!!(Ini pon wajib jugak)
8.I want to meet my ns friendss.I miss them so much!
9.Genting?(yang ini tak conferm sgt lagi tapi aku nak tulis jugak.Saje nak pjg2 kan list ni)
10.Aku nak habiskan baca Al-Quran sampai half book at least.haa ini pon salah satu resolution 2009 aku.Konon nak qatam Al-Quran...tapii....pegang pon jarang2.So cuti ni lah aku nak wat sikit2.
11.Lagi apa nak tambah nii
12.Emmm..
13.Aaaaaa
14.Cuti macam la panjang sgt nak wat banyak-banyak.2 weeks je pon.

Okay la.enough la.Yang penting, tak sabar nak balik rumah.Eh nak bagitau jugak ni (gedik gila),abah dah cat my room with purple.Before ni its pink.Bila dah lama-lama rasa macam too girlie so I ask Abah to cat for purple lah plak.Yeahh.Mesti cantik sebab abah cakap cantik.Eh,mmg la beliau cakap begitu sebab beliau yang cat.Pastu abah cakap bile abah masuk bilik aku,rasa tak nak keluar sebab cantik sangat.Err,macam over lah pulak.Aku dengar pon dah tak sabar nak tengok sendiri ni.Cite ye-ye je bapak den.Cakap pasal abah,flight abah kul 12 mlm ni.Best nye abah dapat jumpa wan and atok.Nak ikottttt.Dah la aku dah nak cuti ni.Memang sesuai sgt lah aku ikot g Perth tu.Tapi ada paper Bio la 19hb ni.Huh.Takpe la.At least abah dah tanya dah aku nak apa.Ini nak sedap hati ke hape.Aku dengan jujurnya jawab.
"Myra tak kisah.Abah beli je la apa2 bende yang buat abah teringat kat Myra"LOL.Bagus kan.Ummi lagi hebat.
"Bang,I nak teddy bear besar tu tau.Yang besar I ni la lebih kurang.You tak payah la bungkus teddy tu.U pegang je.Nanti bile i jemput you kat airport,you konon2 sorok la kat belakang you,then you bagi la kat i.Macam suprise la.Romantik kann?"..Sambil gelak sorang-sorang macam malu-malu gitu.
Aku yang tengok ni tercengang je tengok ummi camtu.Boleh pulak kann.Hadoii.Lawak lah.Aku ngan adik aku memang bantai gelak guling-guling lepas tu bila ummi cakap macamtu.Suprise apenye kalau dah siap plan sendiri kan.

Oh,okay lah.Nak call abah kejap.Then,nak sambung study for another one paper ni.BIOLOGY.
Jom2.Take care ppl.

Lupakan je lah

Im sorry i've deleted my last post.I find that post to be quite immature i guess. and my bad I was unware of ppl feeling.They might read that,and get terasa.Lagipon,I post that right after it happened and of course lah hati tgh panas time tu.Now Im doin good,infact bila fikir balik,apa salahnya sharing.Sharing is caring what.And everybody makes mistake,dont you?We are fallible.We make mistakes and we cant deny it.Oh by the way,Im goin to sit for my exam this Monday.Hoping for the best.Insyaallah.

Lama tak jumpa

Someone once asked me, "Have you ever fallen in love?" Then I answered, "Of course, once." Then they asked me another question: "Did it hurt?" I thought of you and told them "Yes, very much".

Current mood:
Hell dont know why i wrote that above.
Im friggin scared for the upcoming exam.
Heartache yang tak tau bila nak hilang.
I miss someone and i hate it.
Im so freaking worried banyak chapter tak cover lagiii.
Im so annoyed with some people.Berhenti bersuara sebentar boleh?


As you can see people,I've been very quite on this blog lately kan?Mostly because im quite busy doing the preparation for the final exam.Macam bagus lah kau ni kasi statement macam ni.And malas pon ada jugak lah.So after the exam la I mengedik-gedik balik on this blog.

And another year older

So,here to another year of greatness and suprises.
Happy 19th birthday to me.4th September 2009.Woww.fast approaching 20.Err.Im feeling a little old.yayaya.Another year older.And thanks for everyone for the well wishes.Families and friends.Love you so much!
Okay,now lets my new year be a new beginning.After what had happened,I'm now seeking for happiness,and of course towards a successful life.Ye lah,sweet after bitter and joy after sorrow.Kan?kan?Hope fully macam tu lah.No more sorrow :)
Hey,I got an apple from Fi and Hajar.ye.Buah apple je.bukan laptop tu.And the surprises with the knife mmg betul2 aku suprised weh.And semua nye lah.They sang to me as soon as the clock struck twelve.Selepas kejutan tu lah kan.Tak dapat nak celebrate with my 'hometown friends' due to ' den x dpt balik somban sampai raya'.Thanks Izzati for the card you made by your own tu.Its really cute and I really appreciate it.And my sis for the cool shades.
Disebabkan harini macam special sikit.kih2..Abah took us berbuka puasa at the hotel.So kind of like celebrate skali la.But Umi said we're goin to celebrate betul-betul nanti with cake of course with full of candles.Menunjukkan betapa tua nye aku.Tak nak lah.Nak 10 candles je.Satu besar and the rest 9 yang kecik punya.Baru boleh perasan kejap yang I muda lagi sebenarnya.

And to those who celebrate the same birthday as mine,happy birthday to you.You know who you are.Kan Beyonce kan?

Lets meet up againnnn!

Last few days,I totally had a great great time with my friends.We havent meet almost like a year kot though actually only Pya who is far from us kat Egypt.The rest are still in Malaysia but due to everyone buzyness,we dont have the chance to meet.So,yesterday was kind of like reunion la for us.We had our berbuka together,we shared stories and we laugh laugh till semput2.Lukut ada,mana taknye gelak tak ingat dunia dah.Pya and Izul,biasalah loving couple ever lah kan.Tinggal nak kahwin je.Kih2.Anep,soon to be the best chef in town.Wawa,who is getting soo skinny and skinny.Jealous nih.Emy yang x habis2 cerita pasal biology thingy.haha.And Hajar will be off to Egypt next month and I was suprised to hear that.Im the only one yang tak tau she'll be leaving Malaysia in very very soon to futher her studies.Putri kat Egypt.Pya and Izzul too.And Hajar will be joined them soon.Adoi..semua berkampung kat sana lahh.Sedihnya.:(
Takpelah bukan pergi mana pon.Sambung study je.It is not like diorang nak pergi perang kan.Good luck and all the best to all of u guys.Semua bakal-bakal doctor la ni.Bagus.Senang aku nanti.Semalam sumpah best dapat jumpa korang balik.Wawa,Emy,Pya,Izul,Hajar,Lukut and Anep.Nanti kita gather lagi yeh.Hope the Port Dickson plan jadi lah kan.Langkawi tak dapat,Pd pon jadi lah.Hajar,sorry yeh aku terbuka cerita ko jatuh dalam air kat Langkawi tuu.Tetiba teringat,aku bukak la cerita tu,kesian ko asek kena drop je.Rindu Dasarrata eh.Hahaha.
Okay lah.Nak pergi wat Chemy ni.Aceceh.Toodlesss..(ala- ala gedik punya style)

10 minutes please

Tja peeps.This is gonna be quickie update as i have quite lots more work waiting to be done.Tunggu jap yeh buku.Hey tomorrow is Friday and you know how much I love Friday.Yeahhh.Im off back to Seremban tomorrow and having my first day of Ramadhan this year at my home sweet homeeee with beloved family and variety of fooooddd of course.Pas tu rayaa.Sounds good huh.And not forgetting,currently I am counting the days waiting for my Ucii to back from Egypt.Cepatlah balik Wan Putri Wahidah.Setahun dah tak jumpa kau ni.Gilo lah.Aku dah bulat cam anak gajah ni weyy.BTW,Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim and Muslimat.Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa ye and tarawih too.Toodles.


*Tja is hello in Swedish version
*Tangan kat pic tu cam cacat kan.ahahaa.Tangan anak gajah mmg camneyy.Tak tau ke.

Songs from the past

Im having a bad frame of mind right now.Have u ever find yourself tearing uncontrollably over without any reason?Basically you just feel MISERABLE.Feels like you are pushing too hard on few things in your life.I reckon that all of us have songs that remind you of something from the past,the memories and makes you feel downn and wish you could go back into the past.Yes and all of sudden,you miss how things were at that moment where everything was not so complex as now.Down here are few songs that remind me of a lot of things.Families,friends.past relationship,high school memories.first heartbreak. and more.

Me Love by Sean Kingstone and Bubbly by Colbie Cailat
Every time i listen to these songs,reminds me of my friends when we had the most fantastic and awesome holiday ever in Langkawi 2 years ago.These were the songs that kept playing on the radio at that moment.How i miss you guys so much and all the fun we had.Best kan sumbat ramai-ramai in one car?

Kenangan Terindah by Samsons
I dont know why but this song bring me back to a day in my high school years where I was standing and looking at someone in my school hall and i still remember this was the song played on that day.Kuat gila daya ingatan aku.

I Miss You by Blink 182
My 'theme song ' back in form 3 when i had my first crush.agaggaga.

Almost Lover by Fine Frenzy
This song remind me of something i want to forget.The fighting,those lies.Dah la.malas nak ingat.

Someday by The Strokes
This song reminds me back to PLKN because I always playin this song in my mp3 playlist whenever I want to go to bed at night.Penakot lah tu.Pasang lagu ni kuat-kuat.

Cry and Someday We'll Know by Mandy Moore
Okay this song brings me back to my high school memories.These songs were in A Walk To Remember soundtracks and Putri and I seem to love this movie so so much.The songs also remind me back to a person in my school.And also 'youknowhimlahkan'.

You're Still The One by Shania Twain
Currently been listening to this song a lott.Not the lyrics,it just the music makes me my heart go soo..kinda sad kot.

Ain't No Mountain High Enough by Marvin and Tammi
This is my all time favourite song.Every time I listen to this song,it makes me bounce around and go ulalalalala.It just make me feel soo happy and free.This song reminds me of my childhood memories and my beloved family.

Tanpa by Sixth Sense
This song reminds me of my roomate,Farah who was a huge fan of this band.Layan je lah.

Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade
Okay,this song brings me back to my bittersweet past relationship.Fullstop.

There a a lot more song,certain songs that remind me of certain people that had come and go in my life.These song are like the soundtracks in our life kan.Samaada kita nak lupakan je those past whether pleasent or unpleasent memories,kite akan teringat jugak balik bile dengar certain2 songs.Different songs at different point in our journey of life.Okeh sekarang hembus nafas dalam-dalam.Ok tahan kejap.Sikit lagi.Sikit lagi tahan.Ok dah nak mampus dah ni.Lepassss.So,here are mines.Whats yours?